First love is a quivering and pure feeling that pierces the heart with thousands of needles and lifts to the heights of bliss. Sometimes it seems that life is over, there is nothing to hope for, but then a bright light comes on. It helps to do impossible things, turns around all ideas about the structure of our universe. Teenagers' first love happens only once in a lifetime, therefore they treat it with special trepidation. There are no compromises at this time, so it’s better not to interfere with the young man or girl plunging her head into the maelstrom of feelings. Gradually, the feelings subside a little - and everything will fall into place.
A completely different thing is the last love. As a rule, it overtakes a person already on the slope of life, when most of the road has already been covered. She sneaks up like an enemy, pounces - and dries a person to the drop. Some believe that adolescents' first love is a dangerous feeling, but in fact, last love will be many times more dangerous.
When it arrives, a person already has a personal life that focuses on family and children. Suddenly surging feeling sweeps away everything in its path, crosses out years of life together with a once beloved person - and everything collapses. If you do not pull yourself together in time, then tragedy can occur. The family will collapse, and the reward will be suffering and pain.
It is even more difficult for a person when the first last love comes. At first glance, such a combination seems impossible, but everything is understandable. A man has already fallen in love more than once, but deep feelings have crept into his heart. It seems to him that there was a notorious soulmate with whom you can always be near. About the same sensations I had when my first last love came into my gray existence. In that difficult period, I was going through a real rethinking of life, a search for myself. I just wanted to understand what I should do next, but these thoughts were interrupted very unceremoniously by my first last love.
This contradictory feeling came to me in the form of a beautiful and mysterious brunette, who somehow resembled an angel. Someone would say that this is the best first love that makes a person stronger. Unfortunately, this was not so. The feeling that lived inside was very controversial. On the one hand, I wanted to be near the handsome prince, to become part of his life. For the sake of this, experiments began with his appearance, attempts to make himself better. On the other hand, there was a wild desire for happiness, not for myself, but for the sweet angel that the guy seemed to me at that moment.
Perhaps someone does not understand the name of my strange feeling. In fact, it is decrypted simply. My first last love is the first real feeling that penetrates the soul of a person, remakes him in his own way. This love is considered the last because the other will not be any more. Of course, sympathy, mutual attraction or passion will arise, but no one will be able to relive such a sensation anew.
If a person is frightened when faced with such a feeling, is afraid to remake himself, then he can remain lonely for life. Attempts to build relationships with other people will gradually stop, and a clear understanding will come to life that you have already missed your happiness.
My first last love was somewhere far away, in another life. I myself destroyed my happiness with my own hands, because I wanted to try on someone else's role. Of course, the pain has already gradually passed, new interests have appeared, but the feeling has not completely gone out. It is sometimes treacherously selected outside in the form of a random tear or bitter words of regret, which are pronounced in their own address. I hope that when you meet such a magical feeling you will not be at a loss - and do not miss your happiness, and I simply wish your beloved person boundless and mutual love!