She was an ordinary teenager who rejoiced every day. She studied, walked with friends, attended parties and entertainment events. Everything was in the usual rhythm until one day, which divided life into three parts: before, after and in between. Although Felis today, smiling, says that her life has already moved to a new fourth stage, which can be called Post Scriptum.
The ordinary life of Felice and a look from the side
She lived a normal, measured life. She studied at a British school, talked with peers. Seventeen-year-old Felis Fawn was not at all interested in diets, she had no idea why calories should be counted. She could not be attributed to those girls who zealously watched their figure and spent days in the gym. She was an ordinary girl, but with a good appetite. Felis, being overweight, without any fear sent everything edible into her mouth. At 167 cm in height, she weighed more than 72 kg. But this did not bother her until that very day.
It so happened that the case forced the girl to look at herself from the side. It all happened in 2007 on one of the hottest summer days. Felis and her friends went to the festival for the weekend. The thought of his figure then first visited her. All around fluttered, like butterflies, beautiful girls in swimsuits with chic shapes. The girl imagined how she would look against the background of these slim bodies and, not daring to bare herself to a bathing suit, she remained in a spacious T-shirt. She did not yet suspect that this day off would cross out everything that the seventeen-year-old Felis Faun had before, and after that a new life would begin.
Arriving home from the festival, she looked into the laptop. The girl was seized with panic and horror. Her friends put photos taken on the weekend. In the frames of many pictures was Felice with curvaceous. The girl, seeing herself from the side, was not just upset. She hysterically phoned her friends and demanded to remove the photo with her participation. Then there were a few days of sobs and self-flagellation. Each time, Felis Fawn, remembering the photo and that image, imagined and understood how monstrous and ugly she was. There was despair and shame in her heart for her reflection. She firmly decided that she would change her body, not suspecting what changes would await her in the future.
The road to the body of dreams
If at that moment someone experienced and competent in weight loss issues told the girl how to deal with excess weight correctly, the tragedy could be solved in a certain period of time. But everything went in a completely different direction.
Felis, reflecting on her problem, came to the conclusion that everything is connected with the amount of food consumed. She hated everything that was edible, and abruptly refused food. She could sit on the water for several days. Weight was reduced, volumes were reduced, and the girl realized that she was on the right track to her cherished goal. So, already in 2008, the balance was 54 and a half kilograms. Felis Fawn, however, in an unhealthy and wrong way, came to the treasured figures of her weight. She received compliments from all sides. She didn’t particularly answer questions and kept open for herself a method of quick weight loss in secret from friends and relatives. Even her boyfriend did not suspect, comparing Felice Fawn before and after the enormous changes in her image, how in a year she achieved such an excellent result.
Far from its ideal
Now she had quite normal weight for growth. But she had no feeling that the figure was perfect. In addition, the girl felt loneliness, and it was unbearable. First, she decided to keep an electronic diary. I wrote down all the secret and innermost thoughts and experiences into him, as I kept control of myself in order to lose weight. Later I found like-minded people who are losing weight in a similar way. Felis Favn put the photo in electronic albums for all to see and enjoyed sharing some of the secrets of her weight loss.
Increased growth and new weight loss Feliz
With the advent of 2009, Felice discovered that she had increased in height by three cm. The weight continued to go away. Seeing that he was 48.5 kg, the girl decided to experiment: hold out without food for 4 or 5 days. She did it, which served as an impetus for the continuation of the experiment. Before losing weight, Felis Faun did not even suspect what this starvation would lead to and that her body would be in serious danger, and the digestion process was significantly spoiled.
Once she came across an article about digestive upset. She realized that all the described symptoms of the disease coincide with her current state.
Disease progresses
By the winter of 2009, Felice Fawn felt seriously ill. She could do without food for more than a week, drinking only water and soda. I felt constant weakness, there was no desire to go out and do anything at all. She was annoyed by invitations from friends and a guy to go have fun, because she understood that everyone in the institution would chew something. Weight fell at a frantic speed, but the girl refused to eat food. It all ended with a call to the doctors and the hospital ward.
The discovery of the secrets of losing weight to doctors
Once in a hospital bed, Felis Faun, under the pressure of a guy and a doctor, had to talk about his wonderful weight loss and diet. Aesculapius explained to her how grave the patient's condition was and how dangerous anorexia was for her. He prescribed an enhanced diet of 1,500 calories per day. The girl was upset. After all, with the beginning of eating food, she could recover again, which she did not want at all.
After escaping from the hospital, she continued her fasting for another 13 days. Out of hopelessness, the guy Felis called her parents and told what was happening with their daughter, and how everything was critical. Anorexia was eating Felis. The girl was taken to her father’s house and started to feed under close attention. She had to learn to eat again. It was hard both physically and mentally. Weight continued to fall, the condition worsened, the body and internal organs collapsed.
Severe hospital treatment and early successes
Attempts by parents to feed their daughter and bring her body to a normal state did not end successfully. She went to the hospital again. Nevertheless, the story of Felice Fawn has a comforting continuation. After medical help and consultations with the best psychologists, the girl began to gradually eat solid foods, although without much zeal and enthusiasm. She did not like food, the body did not want to take it. But over time, Felice learned to eat again.
She experienced a lot. She had to listen to a lot of humiliating phrases addressed to her, to overcome serious psychological and emotional stresses, finally, to restore what she had been destroying for a long time. Now Felis Fawn is in the final stages of recovery. Looking back, she recalls with horror her past and does not recommend anyone to repeat her mistakes. Now she knows that you need to lose weight wisely and correctly, and not by completely refusing food.